Very Personal Post.

Hey guys, This is going to be a very serious/personal post. I cant get this off my mind. I thought that if maybe I posted about it I would feel a little better.... My boyfriend is moving to Tennessee... in June. I like him so much. Whenever I think about it I get this tight feeling in my chest and I start crying. I don't know what to do. I don't want him to leave. He is the first person I have EVER met to like me just the way I am, he has never asked me to change. He is understanding, and he is so sweet. He like me for who I am. I am so confused. I can't get it off my mind. I am actually scared. I don't want him to leave<3 I'm actually crying right now. I don't even know what to type I just, am babbling. Sorry for being all dramatic I just, I don't know thought maybe I would feel better talking about it.

Wow, I didn't realize it's been so long.

Haha, You caught me. I totally forgot to update my blogXD With 3 days till Christmas I feel retarded updating. I should have updated last month. But...Whatever.
So the Trimester ended on Dec. 2nd and I got all my new classes. I am somewhat satisfied with my schedule; but it could be better because I don't know anyone in my classes. And it really sucks. I was taken out of leadership and now I work in the office as a T.A. I answer phones, take notes out to classes; stuff like that. I also have photography now. (YESSSSS<3) Our school has the best photography then any other school in Washington. So I feel pretty special. XD Haha, I already have a photo that's  going into a museum so I am soooooo stoked about that.
My schedule goes.. Cougar Academy math, Language Arts, Social Studies, Office T.A, Science, Math, and then Photography<3 I love it(:
I am trying to make this a decent sized post so I'm talking about lifeXD
I asked for a Nikon D5000 for Christmas I really really really REALLLYYYY hope I get it(: (It is a camera.) I am excited for Christmas a lot of my family is coming, there will be 16 people in my house soon so we are cleaning and cooking like mad people before they get hereXD haah.
Uhm, I don't know when I'm sending in my app, but I know it will be soon. My parents keep talking about how they are going to send in my app for my passport and visa then my app for Japan. I am sooo excitedXD I have been reading blogs and watching vlogs more than ever and trying to get all my stuff together so I don't have this confusing mess when sending in my apps. I also noticed that not a lot of people are updating so I am kind of like why? hahha, anyway that's all for this post I will probably update on Christmas, Love ya guys! Jaa-Nee! <333