Very Personal Post.

Hey guys, This is going to be a very serious/personal post. I cant get this off my mind. I thought that if maybe I posted about it I would feel a little better.... My boyfriend is moving to Tennessee... in June. I like him so much. Whenever I think about it I get this tight feeling in my chest and I start crying. I don't know what to do. I don't want him to leave. He is the first person I have EVER met to like me just the way I am, he has never asked me to change. He is understanding, and he is so sweet. He like me for who I am. I am so confused. I can't get it off my mind. I am actually scared. I don't want him to leave<3 I'm actually crying right now. I don't even know what to type I just, am babbling. Sorry for being all dramatic I just, I don't know thought maybe I would feel better talking about it.

Wow, I didn't realize it's been so long.

Haha, You caught me. I totally forgot to update my blogXD With 3 days till Christmas I feel retarded updating. I should have updated last month. But...Whatever.
So the Trimester ended on Dec. 2nd and I got all my new classes. I am somewhat satisfied with my schedule; but it could be better because I don't know anyone in my classes. And it really sucks. I was taken out of leadership and now I work in the office as a T.A. I answer phones, take notes out to classes; stuff like that. I also have photography now. (YESSSSS<3) Our school has the best photography then any other school in Washington. So I feel pretty special. XD Haha, I already have a photo that's  going into a museum so I am soooooo stoked about that.
My schedule goes.. Cougar Academy math, Language Arts, Social Studies, Office T.A, Science, Math, and then Photography<3 I love it(:
I am trying to make this a decent sized post so I'm talking about lifeXD
I asked for a Nikon D5000 for Christmas I really really really REALLLYYYY hope I get it(: (It is a camera.) I am excited for Christmas a lot of my family is coming, there will be 16 people in my house soon so we are cleaning and cooking like mad people before they get hereXD haah.
Uhm, I don't know when I'm sending in my app, but I know it will be soon. My parents keep talking about how they are going to send in my app for my passport and visa then my app for Japan. I am sooo excitedXD I have been reading blogs and watching vlogs more than ever and trying to get all my stuff together so I don't have this confusing mess when sending in my apps. I also noticed that not a lot of people are updating so I am kind of like why? hahha, anyway that's all for this post I will probably update on Christmas, Love ya guys! Jaa-Nee! <333

Radommmmm

So, I have been way to lazy to update lately. And I also don't have anything to update about. I still really want to fill out my Pre app but I can't for certain reasons, yet. Uhm, yeah... I was offered the Hiroshima City scholarship but its for next year and I'm not going next year so that kind of sucks... But I also wouldn't want to go to Hiroshima for a year..... Anyway when I do go I want to be placed somewhere in the Tokyo area, I love big citys because I live in the sticks, haha. Anyway, Anata-tachi ni sugu ni hanasou! Jaa-ne!

I swear my teachers must love me.

I absolutely LOVE My teachers(: <3 They are so nice and so sweet to me(: Something my 7th grade math teacher from last year gave me today was this super ADORABLE travel book, she made this travel book on Japan and stuff, its SO cute<3 She also got me something from Washington DC last year and my leadership teacher this year got me a Japanese kit kat from Japan<3 I LOVE MY TEACHERS<3
And, I know what your thinking 'SPSSHHHH what a teachers pet' BUT I am sooo NOT, I was actually sanppy last year a couple times, so I really don't know why they love me<3 (: haha, Anyway, I have told my friends about AFS and they all want to go to a country for a year and be an exchange student, SO I have inspired new people(: Another thing is that I am doing ballet this year:D I am so excited, I LOVE  ballet. Its so beautiful, another thing is that I AM going to apply this year soon for sure beause thats 2 years to get ready(: IM SO EXCITED<3 Thats all for now kay guys? Dewa-Mata<3 P.S Im updating my vlog soon so watch for that(:

My Nevada Trip!!!

   SO after almost 2 months I finally have enough time to upload all my Nevada pics!! XD But the reason I have so much free time is because I am SOOOOOO SICK! I have achey bones and feel like I'm going to throw up ;( Anyway, here are the pics!!!

I have been gone due to no motivation....

But now my motivation is back. And I just realized that not next summer (2012 summer) but the summer after next summer I am leaving for Japan! Reakizing this I realized that I real need to get my buttox in gear and start my passport/visa and application prosess. (I haven't been able to for personal problems) But not that those problems are gone, I can now get serious!

As you can see I am making a long serious post because I was to lazy in the past to type this much because I really suck at typing. It takes me like ten minetes to write one paragraph. Okay I am actually pretty fluent. But I could be better. Anyway, I am currently talking to my mom because I have decided to leave my sophmore year becuase my first year of high school is really important, so I am not going to miss it... Also, Kenzie (my new online bestie who live is oklahoma and is now the best friend I have never met) is the same age as me and also wants to study abroad in Japan like I do. SOO we get along really really well, she already knows a lot of my secrets.:P Anyway it is good because I believ we are leaving the same year and its good to have someone who you never met, but know, go with AFS too:P And hopefully we will see each other at an orientationXD
Anyway if you want to check out her blog here is the URL : http://journeytojapan14.blogspot.com/

OTHER than that I also wanted to say when all this start happening I will update vlogs on how I apply for everythingXD Such as passports, visas, pre app, final app, scholarships, ect. ect. Anyway this is a pretty aweome post and due to motivation (thanks to Kenzie) I was able to update this awesome post anyway BYE:) ALSO check out Kenzies blog she is pretty awesomeXD

Long time no post!

Haha, hey guys guess what!? My birthday is on th 22nd! YAY(X haha I am going to be 14 year old(: Anyway, I start school in 2 and a half weeks (already!??) and I had the most amazing summer ever! I would do it all over again!!! Nevada and Gold Beach was beautiful! I loved it so much! I cant believe my best friend took me on this road trip! It was a summer I will NEVER forget! Anyway Just posting so everyone will know I am alive and wasnt kidnapped in Nevada! Hah! Anyway Thanks! SAYONARA!