This is so wrong...

So recently I have been able to calm down over the earthquake in Japan. The first two days it happened I was at a loss and couldnt stop crying. Today I feel a little bit better.. Um.. But I still feel really bad. I have worked SO hard these last 2 years to keep my grades up, stay out of trouble, and get connected with AFS. But it feels like in these past 6 days... I feel like it all went in the trash. Its like when you work so so hard on something and you work on it for months and you get it back and find out you failed it. Its the worst feeling in the world. But, I shouldnt be complaining. And I know that, it's  wrong for me to be saying this because right now because I am very blessed.  I have a roof over my head, a connection to my freinds in Japan, and a family who loves me. And so many people in Japan have no house, no connection, and dont know where theie family is or if they are safe. So right now I shouldnt be complaining. Yet. I stil do. And it is so wrong. I dont why I cant just shut up..I had plans, and this, this has deffinately effected those plans... This is going nowhere maybe if I try thinking about it, I will calm down and maybe I wont be so selfish, . But I'm going to go now.. God Bless Japan!

GOD BLESS JAPAN!

Japan, at 10:34 Washington time, Japan was hit with a 8.9 earthquake. Soon after Japan was hit with a tsunami, sweeping away buildings, cars, and people. This is devastating, as we speak I am crying and praying for those in Japan. Praying that they will be okay and everyone is safe. for those studying abroad I also pray for your safety. Now Japan has been issued with a nuclear warning. This is serious it could truly wipe out Japan Island. Please, anyone reading this PLEASE send your prayers for people in Japan. There are innocent women, men and children dieing so the least we can do is pray for there safety. This is a huge tragedy and I pray for the safety of everyone in Japan. GOD BLESS YOU! I broke down today, I just cried and cried, now I cannot cry anymore. I have been watching the CNN livestream all day. Untill my Mom told me to stop. I did but now I just want to somehow help. But I know I cant. I have never been to Japan, but I broke down and just lost it. All the innocent people, an exchange student in Senbai was declared missing today, he hasnt been found and people believe he is dead. But I will not quit hoping until he is found and returned to his family. GOD BLESS YOU ALL! SAYONARA!

New Laptop!!!! XD

Konnichiwa Mina-san!! O genki desu ka?! haha Hey guys whats up!? I havent updated in a suuupeeerrr long time! And I'm sorry for that! You see my old laptop like died so I just got a new one and its AMAZING!!! XD Its made for making videos and the sound is AMAZING IM SUPER EXCITEDXD My parents told me they bought me this so I can make videos when I go to Japan I was sooo happy hahaXD Anyway tomarrow I start Rosetta Stone and I am Overly happy:D So yeah, haha. School has been tough lately, school work is hard, like SUPER hard; we have no homework so thats good but still... anyway everyday that goes by I get more and more excited. Because its one day closer to Japan and before I now it it will be one year closer to Japan!:DD Do you know exciting that is for me?! I either get excited way to easily or overthink this, but it's good enough for me:) Annd also why cant people in school mind their own buisness!? I mean do you want people to know something about you that you dont want them to? Or when you tell somebody not to tell anyone and they go and do it anyway? Then they say you never said not to tell anybody? Yeah thats the crap that ticks me off. I did say not to tell anybody and its my buisness, and your buisness nobody elses,  SERIOUSLY PEOPLE!? Anyway I am ranting haha sorry^^' haha sorry I sometimes do that, anyway JAA NE!!!!

A little update

HEY:) Here is a little update on some stuff:) Okay, so I put this amazing flag counter thing on my blog and every time someone visits my blog it will open a flag and put 1 next to it or ad another tally to a flag that's already there.... I hope that made sense^^ anyway I'm so excited! Next month I get to start Rosetta Stone and I am thrilled!!! I am so excited and I just realized in 3 years I should be going to japan and that sounds like a long time but let me tell you, the time will FLY by and before I know it i will be heading back home already and be thinking 'Wow, The time flew by I can remember just starting to get interested' But it will definitely be worth it. I'm going to start baby sitting soon to start raising a little money. :D I CANT WAIT:D P.S if you don't want the music its at the bottom of the page just pause it.

Konnichiwa!

Konnichiwa Mina-san!!!! Ogenki desu ka? ha ha, hey guys toady's Friday and I had a really good day:) I had an assembly and I don't know it was just amazing everyone seemed in a good mood and yeah lol :D I was watching blogs on YouTube just a minute ago and I was jelouse ha ha I can NOT wait to go on exchange in like 2 years! XDDDD I yeah my favourite color is green remeber that:)

Nothin' much going on....

So nothin' much is going on just finished an online test at school and my teacher said I can go on my blog sooooo... Yeah:D Anyway I have nothing much going on But I'm pretty sure I'm going through AFS anyway got to go we are leaving now:'( BYEEEE!!!

The New Year:)

Hey guys:) Happy New Year:) Hope everyone had an amazing new year and Christmas:) I know I did:) Next month I'm getting a new laptop so i'm waiting to set up rosetta stone until then :/  But i guess thats okay...lol anyway I'm doing really good on guitar i have gotten really good in the couple weeks I have had it:) I can play Time of your life by Greenday:D so thats exciting:) Anyway thats really all thats been happening sooo yeah BYE:)))